Thinking that lust can overcome love is just as wanting to get wet in rain but still hate bathing . So here I see girls , really hot n appealing ones . Every other girl is hot n beautiful . But is that the thing ??? Observing hot girls and then talking to them , indulging in flings making out with them and thinking u r now above your past , trust me I never felt so . I do admire the beauty but then again it all comes to you , wishing that every girl would have been you . So that I could at least have a look at u . It all is like last year now , even worse . I know there won't ever be a time where u and I would be sitting together n then this conversation would take place . Now it is someone else in your life and I cant even talk to you . Once again I will have to wait for my time . But then now u are happy , that is what I want ...... still I am not that strong . It was easy to say that I wont mind even if you go with someone else , because you will be happy . Now when it really is happening , it is killing me slowly . I never stopped loving you , I never can . I hope you both stay happy :) . But I will never leave . At last I would like to add some lines .
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
song - I'll follow you into the dark (death cab for cutie)
